Ramblings of a Bipolar Mind

Easing you onto this roller coaster ride

all the while trying I’m trying to hide

the rage, the moods that come and go

you’ll surely run before you know

the reason I act reckless at times

my insatiable need to walk the line.

You’re quite inquisitive yet cautious when you ask

more than curious but you don’t really press.

I’m afraid to tell you what’s on my mind,

honestly I feel more than crazy at times,

paranoia, depression, manic manic moods

things I try to hide from you

for fear that you’ll run faster than you came

no time for a broken girl who is completely insane.

One day I’m full of love and affection,

the next you’ll be fighting for my attention.

It’s a vicious cycle that never ends,

I really do want to let you in,

I just don’t know where to begin.